Hope?

 They tell you it's the future and the future isn't real. It can only hurt you, they tell me. But doesn't hope Drive? I don't want to knock down the tower repeatedly. I have Everytime before. Self-sabotage, I play that line out so so well. But I'm bleeding. I almost bled out. But he saved me and He saved me too. Don't they both love me, then? I can only cry out. I don't want anything, for know I don't need anything. I do want him. I do hope for him. I do live for him, but in Him.